An Ending Life

What has happened,
was it a dream?
surely it is not real,
or it would rip lifes seam.
but i know that it happened,
it is not a fake,
i saw you at last,
and my heart you did break.
now i have stopped functioning,
my emotions are in a daze,
i do not feel any of them,
i am trapped in a haze.
this seems to be,
the end we said would never come,
something went horribly wrong,
and now i have become numb.
it may not be the end,
of the entire world,
but it is the end,
of a life that only just unfurled.
not the life i have,
not the life you own,
but the life we made,
two souls together were sewn.
now they have been torn,
apart at the seams,
and everythings spiraling,
shattered are my dreams.
they rebuild themselves,
and shatter again,
over and over,
i just can not win.