Keep It Secret

Want to know a secret sown with seeds of sweet deceit?
A secret steeped in sorrows tears so sad it's makes U weep
And slightly stunned it stayed discreetly
Out the light, so blind, completely
Hidden in plain sight of who U thought of me to be

Instead of simply stating what subconsciously seemed safe
I stayed in silence sinking deep in lonely's cold embrace
But since I severed what had stressed me
It seems safe to say exactly
What I chose to keep in chains till now, it's finally free

So my psychic sideshows over, sorry for the long charade
My secret is (???), I still wont say :p, for I can't shake afraid
Yet something say's I'm almost ready
Set and go, so stay and maybe
Someday soon I'll state my secret straight so all can see

*It has meaning, but say it fast..it's kinda fun!!*