So Many

So many ways to tell you I love you
No way to get you back
You say that you are so confused
And yesterday was just an act

So many ways I could prove to you
That this was not a fling
So many things that I could say to you
But they wouldn’t change a thing

So many days have passed since then
But I can still smell you now
A sense of lust that I can’t comprehend
But you are nowhere to be found

So many times I sit at night and think
And just cry myself to sleep
My hearts mourns a love now so extinct
A love beaten into retreat

So many songs I could sing you
To remind you of our lives
Trials and tribulations of a bond so true
Lost in the rift of time

So many things still need to be said
Unspoken feelings of a broken soul
Time to lay these feelings to bed
And once again try to regain control