The future she missed

When i came home
i needed to talk
But someone unlocked
my house lock
i walked in, stupid enough
The house all trashed and stuff
i see my mom lying there lifeless
i think to myself
"I'm gonna miss her,sure as hell"

I went to my room
to look around
and someone walked in
his trench coat drug around
with a knife in his hand he began to say
"Do what i say and there will be the best"
I wanted to scream i really did
but i could tell fate came to rest

When he was through
millions of tears fell from my eyes
He laughed as he threaten me
still all shook up
i just agreed

Five months later
living in the home of the fosters
I took a test
it said i was pregnant!!!
i fell on my knees
and loudly i screamed
"Why God Why?! Why'd this happen to me?!"

Later that night
no one still believed me
but i killed baby and me

Cut my throat slit my wrist
fate got the best of me
now I'll never know
the future i missed.