Dear Dan, (part one)

If u like this one then go read Dear Jane, if u like that one then go read Dear Dan, recieved your letter

Dear Dan,
I lied about my name,
I lied about my age,
Sorry to say I lied to you everyday.

I put on a mask,
To hide all my pain,
I put on a mask,
To show that every thing was OK.

The truth is this,
But please don't get to mad.
I don't expect you to understand,
Which is parsley why I lied in my past.

I hope you know you're a great guy.
Which is also why I lied,
For if I told you the truth,
I would have just been a waste of your time.

I also lied because I got to make up a life,
A life I would have never been able to have.
I made up a life with out my very own dad.
I made up a life where my mom wasn't always mad.
I made up a life where she was happy and never sad.
I made up a life that I didn't live in a constant fear.
For in reality it is quiet different,
For every night I shed way more then just one tear.
In my life there is a whole lot of cringing fear.

I live with a dad who doesn't really care.
He killed my mom; it's almost been a year.
Police called it suicide so he is still here.

But now I got a chance.
To go live with my older brother,
I can go and live on his very large ranch,
And help him through out the year.
It is a place where my fear can disappear.
It's somewhere I can finally relax and wipe away the painful tears.
I'll be moving somewhere far away from here.
Sorry for the trouble I may have given.
I'm sorry if I gave u pain.
I'll understand if you hate me you don't need to tell me why.

Well here's my real name and probably my finally goodbye,

~Jane~

i know this is probably one of my poems that isn't so good. it defiantly isn't my best! but all well lol. plz vote on it and put commit about it