I thought so highly of her. I called her my best friend,
But then she turned against me, blowing like the wind.
I trusted her with all my thoughts,, it was her i opened up to.
But this morning I found out, that our friendship wasn't true.
"I can't hang with you anymore, they told me that I couldn't,
Cause your attitude is bad and you do things that you shouldn't,"
I just don't understand; Nine years and now it's over. Everything comes crashing down and hits me like a boulder!
One day she'll explain. She'll try and tell me why.
She'll make up some excuse, but it'll be a lie.
The less we know the less we talk, and now we've become silent.
I should have known already, but i can't pick up a hint.
I should have known it wouldn't work, nothings ever right.
I feel so stupid all the time. I hate to face the light.
I always try to fix things, but I only make them worse.
I wish that i could leave behind, this hard pain bearing curse.
