How

I sit in my seat
listening to the sound
Of murmurs from the companions
of my outside

i listen to the thudding beat
of the music
and my heart beating in my throat
almost in synchronisation

my song comes on
then it happens
and i have no control
next thing I'm just there

there is no soul
within my walls
and i seemed to have let go completely
because i just was never there
so why hold on to an empty shell?

but I'm back now
and the world woke up to me
even though i was supposed to wake up to it
but i was awake the whole time