I don't know what to do
i thought i could handle it
i thought i was stronger then that
but i guess I'm not
things keep coming
like a never ending vortex
pulling in pain and pushing away help
every time i try to fake that smile
my heart breaks a little more
not because it hurts from the pain of losing you
because its lost
and how no clue what to do
try as i might i cant escape
the fear of everything
its getting to be to much
one day its gonna happen
one day i wont be scared
and one day this vortex will end
