Silent whispers
In my ear
bringing up the past
which brought many tears
tears that still
haunt my thoughts
question and answer
why not end it at this spot
no more frustrated questions
no more thoughts that make me sad
no more tears to cry
i want to live that bad
tired of trusting
her with all my dreams
tired of trusting
to that extreme
no one is that trustworthy
to give up your soul
i guess i learned the hard way
no one is truly that bold
hold in what you wish you could say
otherwise you might regret it one day
the day that a friend breaks your heart
the day that i wish did not fall apart
It was my birthday too
and we weren't on good terms
Why did you give me a card
if you could careless about the words
I know you did not want to be there
i know you did not like me one bit
because i felt the same way
i just did not want to show it
i tried to smile
when my heart was crying
i tried to please you
but you kept buying
the fake smile
the stupid laughs
i wasn't my self
you'd know that if you cared to ask
but i guess it's over
and were moving on
i just wish that birthday never came
and I'm so glad it's gone
