My knife

In the shadows
where i lay
not letting light in
never seeing a sunny day
i have no future
there is no past
i don't want to remember it
the day never passes by fast
in my shadows
so alone
the darkness
is where i call my home
Ive been here
for so long
i don't know why
where did i go wrong
here there is no love
rarely you'll find life
my only friend
is a 12 inch knife
he never lies
he uncovers my pain
with him i don't feel so bad
i don't feel so strange
i mustn't leave him
i wouldn't dare
he listens when i talk
i know he cares
he opens my eyes
makes me see
all of the pain inside
the horrible things i do to me