Then why am I so alone?

How come you don't care anymore?
Why is it that you don't try?
Why are you not there for me?
Why won't you look me in the eye?

I'm reaching to your hand for help
Did you have to pull it away?
Why are you pretending I don't exist?
Is there something you'd like to say?

Did I do something wrong again?
I promise I didn't mean any harm
Would you just tell me what's going on?
I miss your clever, witty charm

I see your face everywhere I go
It haunts me after every turn
And every time I think of you
Its strange- my stomach begins to churn

Why have you gone and left me?
I've never been so lost
I'm desperately reaching out to you
I've betrayed my friend, the cross

Do you remember what you said to me?
Well, let me refresh your mind
I know that if you remembered this
You wouldn't act so blind

"Just know, that wherever you are,
I'll always be a friend to lead you home",
But, tell me, if that's true,
The why the hell am I so alone??

^ It's complicated.