Alone

Why do I get left behind,
Desperately seeking but never to find,
Perhaps I'd be better of dead,
Wish I could get that out of my head,
But no one would notice me gone,
Even then it still seems wrong,
Why wont someone care,
I try so hard it is not fair,
I'm used and abused
ill treated but a cause to amuse,
I just want to be liked,
Don't I have that right,
But I am never included,
Alone and secluded,
They think I am a joke,
There is no hope,
So I best slip away,
For my soul will you pray?