Invisible tears

These tears are real
even if they're not there
they're the invisible tears
that i feel from your glare
as cold as ice
and as solid as stone
making me sick from the slice
of hate that was thrown
i try not to show
how you make me weak
so tears never flow
down my cheek
but behind these eyes
i can feel the collecting
on my insides
my heart is rejecting
all of this shit
that I'm being fed
just one lie but it
makes me fear I'm being misled
its hard to explain
but this i can say
if it happens again
i wont be OK...