Shadows

You see
through me
I see
nothing
but this darkness thats surrounding me
Its breaking me and
drowning me
Do you want to know that you
are the one who holds the truth?
This cloud of doubt
wont let me out and
No matter how hard I try
im pushed down again
further away from the end
back to the beginning
to lose again
and never in this cruel game was I winning
you are
what i need to keep this faint glimmer of hope alive
your all i want
your all i see
without you i couldnt survive
So are you gonna watch me fall?
And know inside that
for you you I'd give it all?
do you
want to
betray my wishes and shatter my dreams?
kill my self esteem?
I don't know what to do
I can't believe
In a love that will never be