Emotionless

I didn't feel anything when I bled,
As the blade sliced my arm,
I was emotionless and covered in red,
I didn't understand the harm.

Even when she told me she loved me,
I just blinked and pushed her away,
Emotionless face for all to see,
There really wasn't much to say.

I felt nothing as I pulled that trigger,
I felt nothing as I stepped passed.
I'm emotionless or so I figure,
I didn't carry as I walked on past.

I was emotionless while I lifted,
the gun next to my skull
I did smile as the trigger shifted
And blew myself to null.