I shall not last the week

I shall not last the week,
Things are beginning to fade,
I think I have suffered enough,
I think I have paid.

I shall not last the week,
I am just so tired of living,
It is so brutal,
And unforgiving.

I shall not last the week,
Everything is sorted,
Maybe things could be different,
If life wasn’t so distorted.

I shall not last the week,
Soon it will end,
And I will make you cry,
I am sorry my friend.

I shall not last the week,
And you know I have to die,
I’ll see you again sometime,
Until then, goodbye.