Crimson Tears

A crimson tear pours over her
Her razor grasped in her hand
Blood seeping through the skin
All she feels is pain
Nothing worth to gain
She sheds another crimson tear

You think she is stupid?
Think she is insane?
You don't feel those tears
You don't feel those fears
You don't know what she knows

She is walking the road alone
Her heart broken, shattered to pieces
Her heart is stone
She's all alone
All she can do is cry

Why is she like this
You want to know?
It's all she goes through
Nothing but blue
This is her life

She gets teased every day
called mop-head and filthy
She just wants to cry
She just wants to die
Why do they tease her when she looks like the rest?

She trys to fit in even more
Hairstyle, lipgloss the lot
But they still tease
When she's down on her knees
They just won't let her be!

That is just the begining
Of what makes her sad
Why can't she smile
She's always on trial
Judged by others and herself

She knows she isn't smart
She judges herself
They comment
No complement
They don't know the crimson tears she sheds

Nightmares are all but reality
Trying to block it all out
Strike back
All becomes black
Could you ever understand?