Scream

Screaming on the inside
But a voice doesn't come out
Up-taken with all i fear
Don't want to face
Such a troubled life

As i fear to let out
I don't want you to know
The words of my heart are for you
I don't want you to see

How really shattered i could be
Clear reflection the mirror brings
But with a frown i turn away
Not happy with what i see

Who is it
Because its not me
I know inside i could've changed today
If i wasn't stupid -that one day-

Things i say i truly feel
But come out as a mistake
Left out of what life wants to hear
But life hasn't told me anything yet

Alone in my mind
A scream still fights
Battling my heart
To set it free

I need a quiet soul
A tender heart
With but a care
To help control me

I'm unreachable..even to myself
Since i cant find me
Its there somewhere
But no one else see;s

How can i let you know
If it'll only bring the fear up close
Face to face
With no where to run

If you could know
What its like to dream of someone
Who hold another in their heart
Promises to never let -that- become a dream

Returning to a story
Confronted in me
An image i don't understand
An image i don't want to see

All the worries
Buried in side me
Dragging their way out
With fear in its place

Ill let it free
Battle head on
With what Ive held for life
When life didn't hold anything for me

Open hearted
Open minded
Open voice
Let go a .:.ScReAm.:.