Don't wanna try

I keep holding on to the memories
because you were the only thing good in me.
Now that your gone I've lost everything.
Why did you have to leave?
You said you were in love with me.

You cared for me more then anything, but that changed when
another girl came your way. And when you left, I wanted nothing more then nothingness.
You said we'd be... together forever.

I just want my life to end.
I know that I can't be your friend.
I don't want to try,
I'd rather die.
This is the end of me, I've got nothing left.

Why should I try to move on,
when I know theres nothing I could do, to get myself over you.
So why should I try?
You said you'd never leave, but now your gone. You said you
needed me, I guess believing you
was wrong. And If I die today...
I hope you know, you were the one who pushed me over the edge.

And If I die, know this, you were the one who pushed me over the edge.