Forgot

I seem to have forgot
All that i was taught
Death and destruction now fill my thought
did you get what you sought
because you gave what you brought
a love filled with pain,hate,and rot
you thought i was something I'm not
a guy who's loved allot
even though i fought
you left me hurt and distraught
like someone with an incurable illness they caught
was this your plot
to fill me with as much pain as you've got
too bad , I'm no longer down trot
my wound has finally developed a clot
with me pain is no longer fraught
even though you pulled on me , trying to leave me straught
this is how i untie my nooses knot
by using my pencil to write this draught
about a girl i used to think was hot.