I Am So Depressed!

by Jennifer Fox or Jackson   Oct 22, 2004


No one loves me
and I know it is true
because no one cares
about what I plan to do.

My life is so empty
there is no reason to go on
I feel like everyone uses me for something
and I have been unhappy for so long.

I feel like my friends don't care
whether or not I am happy or sad
they just ignore the reason I frown
and it makes me very mad.

I try my hardest to make everyone happy
and it ends up making me depressed
I just wish I had a friend like I
so that my heart could for one day rest.

I like this guy a lot
but does he like me
it drives me crazy wanting to know
does he think the same of me.

I feel so dang stressed out
with home and with school
at home my dad yells
and at school, I just end up feeling like a fool.

I give my heart out to everyone
just as God asks me to
I want to make everyone happy
but I end up sad because my heart needs love too.

I just want a friend that is real
someone who I can talk to about how I feel
I feel so alone inside
because my feelings always have to hide.

I don't want to end up wasting someones time
by asking them to listen to me for just a minute
but I need someone to hear me out
so I don't have to let go and shout.

I feel so lonely inside
my heart pounds only because I let it
but I could let go at any time
and be gone within less then a minute.

I am so depressed
I feel like I have to act like someone I'm not
I just need someone here for me
and then I'll know its love they got.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Mel

    Wow...That was really good! ^^
    I like how you seemed to put your feeling so nicely into words...

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