Today I decided to change my life
I am going to be happy rather then sad
I'm sick of waiting around for nothing
when it only ends up making me mad.
I am going to work through this on my own
I don't care if you think I need help or not
I will prove to you I can make things better
by rearranging this life I got.
Don't tell me I need to see a therapist
when the only person I needed was a friend
I had only needed to hear just a few words of advice
but I didn't and that's why I wished my life to end.
I thought I had a great friend
but obviously I don't
I relied on her so much
and I decided this time I won't.
I am going to work things out
this time on my own
even though I wish I had someone with me
this time I'll be alone.
No more relying on a friend
who ain't even there
a friend I thought loved me more then she does
a friend who you thought who that cared.
From here on out
this life I live is for me not you
I will make things better for myself
by changing the things I do.
Even though my heart feels like
its been stabbed every moment in time
I will stitch it all on my own
by clearing out the thoughts in my mind.
No more am I the person I was before
I have changed within just one night
my life means more to me then I thought
so no more do I have to look for a guiding light.
