I don't

I don't care
What anyone has said
Life really sucks
It will to the end

I wish I couldn't live
But I don't want to die
No one could ever give
Me this wish of mine

I don't understand
And neither do you
Life is too bland
I don't want to live

I don't want to know
But I do anyway
I am told, although
I shouldn't know

I don't want anything
But I am sure
I don't want nothing
But I do want it all

I don't want to see
Anything at all
But I am shown what to be
I can't close my eyes

I don't want to live
If I cannot die
I cannot forgive
But I will apologize
Not truthfully, although
For all of these lies