My Secret

The other day i was sitting on my couch and my sister

came home and said nothing but went upstairs to my room

and my room is where she layed on my bed with tears

pouring out of her eyes she sat up and looked at the

blood on my wall from when i cut myself a little too

deep and wiped my arm on the wall as i fell i sat next

to her and put my arm around her as she cried then she

said "if your in here I'm sorry i never said or showed

how much i cared and loved you but i was never sure if i

really did or not until now and your gone probably because

i was never the sister you needed and I'm sorry i hope

you forgive me" and with that she left me to sit by

myself then my mom came home and came up and she sat on

the floor and prayed next to my bed i left her to be

alone and i went to her room and looked at all the

pictures of the whole family and how fake our smiles

were we all acted like like the perfect family but really

we were all falling apart all because my dad he left us

on our own and we struggled ever since and i was so

angry i took my life and thats the answer they will

never know..