I do not know why
i am this way
or why i lie
almost every day
i cause all my friends
so much pain
i can see the hurt
but i never refrain
i need some help
some guidance, too
i am a sick, twisted freak
and i blame it on you
your name is God
you do not exist
but it is always your fault
i promise myself this
*i know this is random, sorry. this is kind of an extension of "Unanswered Prayer".. it was going to be a quote but it became longer than that. let me explain the ending... i know this mess i have created is purely my fault, but i don't want to believe that so i blame things on a being i believe to be nonexistent... God. that way no one gets blamed for my mistakes and there are fewer cuts on my legs. but deep down, i still know it's my fault. does that make any sense? comment/vote if you can. thanks.*
