My Only Savior

I lay on my bed
Listening to the song that makes me cry
Because I can feel what the artist is feeling inside

My head against the pillow, drenched in tears
Tissues circle my bed
The music flowing into my ears

I try not to shed another tear, but then all of a sudden thousands of them come running down
Trails of black stream together
I don't want to live like this forever

I want to end this suffering
But I know my life isn't yet to be over
I wonder when the date will come that I recover

This depression through out my rotten brain
Is like an addiction that makes you hate yourself, to the point where you don't even feel like living anymore

The song is over, but you click repeat
Because this song is your savior
To keep going with this depression you can't overcome
Its the only thing that keeps you holding on