Dying Inside.....

by Armed-Alcoholic   Oct 30, 2004


Bleeding blood,
Crying tears,
Unbearable pain,
Through all these years.

Only Friend,
In my life,
Is my gleaming,
Shinning knife.

Ending it here,
On my bed,
Tomorrow morning,
I'll be lying here dead.

Blood to shed,
Life to kill,
End it here now
With small white pills.

Getting dizzy,
Groaning in pain,
Living this nightmare,
All over again.

In the hospital,
Still alive,
Don't know how much longer,
I can survive.

My funeral day,
Mom is crying,
She didn't know,
Inside I was dying......

Haha...... My mom knows pretty well I'm depressed and cutting... She doesn't care she is part of the reason I'm depressed she knows that too.....

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  • 19 years ago

    by Jessy

    love the poem once again ur mom is just like my low life father

  • 19 years ago

    by ReBecca

    sweetie please read my poem "what? death by neglect",, and also check out "children of this site. you are not alone. i dont know you, but i care.

  • 19 years ago

    by Restless Envy

    please dont cut......... get help.... there r people out there tht care!!

  • 19 years ago

    by amber

    O im sorry...lots of my friends cut and stuff and its so sad. I love them all so much and its like they dont even care..so ur poem is really sad and stuff but like u should try ans stop and i no its hard but talk 2 ur friends or something..... someone cares

  • 19 years ago

    by Taylor

    i know how u feel, i cut too and its mostly cuz of my mom, she knows i have burned myself and cut once or twice but she has no idea im depressed and its her that does it.