Webs

Running into my room
Locking the door, closing my eyes.
The pain i feel has slowly taken ahold.
And wrapped itself in my life.

I can no longer be happy
Even when I try,
The pain closes in my thoughts,
Capturing them like webs.

I try and remain calm,
As if nothing is wrong.
Too bad that is just a lie,
And there's nothing left of me.

There's no one I can go too anymore,
Everyone's a stranger
With no human form.
There's no one to trust.

Everyone is the enemy,
No one is on my side.