Troubled Mind Double Eyes

More was on your mind,
Than what was in your eyes,
You seemed so loved and kind,
Yet hate came from behind.

I watch you now so still and cold,
Vividly I see you now remaining just as old,
Sixteen Years is too early to die,
You made me sad and you made me cry.

One by one memories come back,
You'll never ever cease to attack,
Each time it continues all the same,
With intense vibes of sick and pain.

Is this a haunting or is it regret?
I want to so bad, but I'll never forget,
It's hard to live without best friends,
You were to be mine until the end.

The end has come for you not me,
What shall I do now that I can't see,
You've blinded my path and thickened my air,
I'm working twice as hard, this isn't fair.

I'll never learn to be the same,
You live inside me, remaining untamed,
Please allow me to let go,
The pain I feel you'll never know.

You changed who I am, and am to come,
You've twisted my path and forced me to run,
In order to keep up with everyone else,
I am forced to struggle, to struggle through Hell.

I write these words passionately.

More was on your mind,
Than what was in your eyes,
You seemed so loved and kind,
Yet hate came from behind.