Now I'm going to hurt, It's what I deserve

I slice down the center
It's what i deserve
now I'm going to hurt
you doubt i have the nerve

a tingling sensation envelopes my body
red stains my pail flesh
now I'm going to hurt
you've put me to the test

the metal enters
my putrid skin
now I'm going to hurt
this body I'm trapped in

rip it astray
peel it away
now I'm going to hurt
the scars will stay

deeper and deeper till i hit the pain
my fingers grow cold as ice
now I'm going to hurt
emptiness has its price

hallow is my soul
blurring is my sight
now I'm going to hurt
for I am a parasite

I lay on the cold, hard floor
turn my head to see a sprawled out arm
a pool of red liquid grows larger
in my hand I grasp my deadly lucky charm

i fall into blackness
the light slips farther and father from me
the pain seeps through my veins
i float into a better world subconsciencly