What You Did To Me

Still to this day I still sit and wonder in my bed,
How you and I could let our love come to a tragic end.
Every hour of every day and night,
I lye there crying, wishing and praying for everything to be alright.

Why you broke up with me, and said I love you no more always will remain a mystery,
You tore my heart right out of my chest, and you put me in the world that I can’t escape,
The world of sweet dying misery.

I want you to know that I had plans set for our future that were yet to come,
and my one plan that I wanted the most was getting on one knee and on combining our two worlds into one. I expressed my love to you as a true affection and a great feeling,
But I found out that you expressed love to me as a pathologic lie like it was given to me before, but I was the fool and I let you lead me to keep believing.

I can remember that you told me that you loved me,
and I promised you that I would never leave you side and I would always be near,
But when you broke my heart, I am forever going to be depressed and want you back
I now lye in my bed at night praying and wishing you were here.

You led me down the road of fake love and lust,
and I was blinded by the pathologic lie,
And never knew
That you would leave me in the dust.

And when I asked you can we at least be friends since you don’t want to be with me and you have found another,
Without a doubt in your mind I seen it in your eyes when you said I don’t want to even bother.

I stare out the window and I watched you my lost love go out the door,
I couldn't believe that I fell for the pathologic lie again and that I had been used,
You don’t know how much you hurt me,
You will never know how much of me that you abused.

I don’t ever want to see you or ever get another phone call from you again,
I am telling you right now I am done with the shit and your pathologic lie
about your fake love that you spread will never have an end.

© Bobby Brownlie 2004