Running Away

I try to run away but the memories of you are still to strong,
to get on the path of forgetting you is just by far to hard and long.
I even try running away from the pain hoping it would be easier in my dreams,
but there all I do is run in circles, which is a lot harder than it seems.

I try to run away from all my tears that I am slowly drowning in from crying over you,
if you really cared about me and sincerely loved me like you said,
why did you leave me for someone else and not care what you put me through.
I want to run away from the pain, because I am so broken up inside,
no matter how fast I run and how hard I try the memories of you find me no matter
where I hide.

I find myself sometimes in my dreams running in the rain deep into the woods tripping and falling
trying to end the memories of you with a knife,
and just as the memories of you are about to be erased I wake up and r4ealize how much you ruined my life.

but I have found that the best way to forget the memories of pain is to believe in God and
keep your faith because he is real, I close my eyes, kneel and pray,
and God gives me strength to fight and he takes the memories of pain away.