Excuse Me

This might not be quite up to scratch cause i wrote it in a dt lesson but i tried.

Excuse me while i tighten the noose round my throat,
Holding on tight to my suicide note,
Excuse me while i rise the knife to my wrist,
You can't understand why I'm going through this,
Excuse me while i put the gun to my head,
I'll feel a lot better when I'm gone and dead,
Excuse me while i take these pills,
It's to stop the pain cause it kills,
And i can't take this anymore,
I can't wait till cutting myself brings me to the core,
Cause it's taking too long and I'm bleeding inside and I'm almost dying from the tears still uncried,
It just won't stop, all the pain and the shame,
Of going to get the blade again and again,
I can't feel beyond depression,
And now it is time to end this lesson,
One of life and one of death,
As i take my final breath.

*All comments and votes greatly appreciated as always*