Happy like you

It's been awhile
so you missed
everything that has
happened
you thought everything
would be fine
but really it
wasn't
you grabbed my arms
when i told
you i hated
my life you
looked at my
wrist
you had tears
in your eyes
when you looked
at me and
asked why?
i said because
everything was so
messed up and
i didn't have
you here to
comfort me
you said you
would help me
no matter how
far
those words were
spoken more than
a year ago
i have cried
everyday for you
you left me
and yet i
still can't talk
to you even
though you said
i could no
matter how far
apart
i would have
you here to
hold at a time
like this but
you decided to
go out driving
along with a
drunk and your
cars collided all
because he had
a drink or
two
now I'm suffering
i have no
where to go
i need you
here
so I'm gonna
meet you in
a place where
I'll be happy
just like you..