Ever?

Do you ever hide inside,
Because you can’t even smile?
Do you cry each day,
More than once in a while?
Do you ever feel alone,
Even after you’ve looked around?
Do you ever struggle up,
But just fall to the ground?
Do you ever look at yourself,
But just close your eyes?
Do you ever reach to your soul,
Even after it dies?
Do you ever reach out for help,
But no one can see?
Do you ever ache inside,
‘Cause of what you can’t be?
Do you ever get kicked,
When you’re too far down?
Do you ever just lie there,
Because you’re too tightly bound?
Do you ever wish they’d realize,
That you know their constant lie?
Do you ever wish that you,
Could say you’re last goodbye?