My Suicide Note

For the ones that i loved.

I'm sorry that i have gone and died,
I'm sorry that every day and night I've cried,
I'm sorry that depression took me over,
I'm sorry that i will never be as perfect as her,
But i just couldn't take it anymore,
I couldn't take feeling like this; yes the cuts were sore,
You stare at them, the marks and blood on my wrists,
And you wonder how you didn't notice,
But you see i hid them and i told you lies,
About a cat had scratched me, while behind my eyes,
There was fear and depression and unheard cries,
Of self harm, and horrible thoughts of suicide,
I haven't got much time left; I'm feeling faint,
I'm coming up to the pearly gates,
But now I'm dropping, now it's dark and it's gloomy,
I wanted to die, what you going to do? Sue me?
As i lose my broken soul into the night,
I can feel my body stiff with anticipation and fright,
Goodbye my good friends, the ones that i loved,
Goodbye to ones that haven't seen my blood,
Spilled so innocently onto the white bed sheets,
That lies beneath my pale, frozen feet,
As you stare at my body no one understands,
Except the few who i told, they can,
As my body lies still and lifeless on the bed,
You just stand and stare and don't believe that I'm dead.

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