Falling

What I'd do,
For one more day.
To be with you,
To make you stay.

I can't describe why,
I'm unable to move on.
I'm giving it every try,
I'll do whatever you want.

I'm consumed by guilt,
It didn't have to be.
Our relationship I killed,
That I now see.

I want to make ends meet,
And get back in the light.
I'm shadowed by defeat,
Without you, things aren't right.

That void of importance,
The emptiness is there.
I want to find you again,
But the question is where.

I'm engulfed in silence,
I'm quieted by fear.
While the shrewd examiner,
Is always there to hear.

Isolation is breaking me down,
Down into the fury chasm.
Confusion is abound,
I'm detached from reality.

I don't know what to do,
My mind's with you still.
My heart belongs to you,
My hopes are not fulfilled.

You were once my friend,
Now I just don't know.
This cannot be the end,
Don't let this fall below.