My suicide.

by ElegantlyWasted   Nov 18, 2004


Please forgive me she cries
She only wishes for this to end
These people keep on pushing her
She thought they were her "friends"

Tonight is different she whispers
It's time to leave this place
Without a second thought
She picks up her knife with hate

"This is for all the liars
And my friends who were never there
This is for the haters
That acted as though they cared
I'm sick of having to hide
And constantly being used
I'm tired of being shoved aside
And being taunted and abused
So thank you all for nothing
I'm glad I've finally done it
I picked up my knife and cut
In this world i don't fit

To my Mother i hope you see
I never was 'Just Fine'
Everybody needs a friend
and someone whom they can confide
We never were that close
Especially after you hit me
I'm watching you from heaven now
But happy you will never be

To my Best Friend i guess I'm sorry
But you walked away from us
I couldn't carry on alone
Now I'm just a box of dust

To my Boy friend I'll watch over you
Cause i love you with all my heart
I'm sorry i left without saying goodbye
But from this world i had to part

So as you are reading this note
I hope you begin to cry
Because i know i was worthless
And thats why i had to die."

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  • 18 years ago

    by †JustAri†

    I luv this stanza:
    "To my best friend i guess I'm sorry
    But you walked away from us
    I couldn't carry on alone
    Now I'm just a box of dust"

    I especially like that last line. Beautiful work, Kal, as always, but don't leave bcuz of all these jerks there are people that love u! Take Care, Hun, Luv U, //ari\\

  • 19 years ago

    by Jacklyn

    really great poem, i like how you tied things at the end about what she thought she was and why she had to die, really emoional least what i thought!

    ~lil slam~