So alone, so unknown

They'll never understand
I always feel alone
This is not what i planned
I'm forever unknown

I'm losing everything
Everything I once had
I just want that something
To help so im not mad

They dont know whats its like
To them I'm faking it
If only I could fight
I can't get it to fit

To them I'm just crazy
I'm attention seeking
To them I'm just lazy
Rumours are now leaking

I am going insane
I cry about it all
It is never the same
I just feel so small

They ignore me, it hurts
Every night I'm alone
I've been kicked in the dirt
There I stay on my own