Different

I'm so fed up with all this bull shit
And I've had it almost to the top,
It's too much for me I could just split,
Always praying for this shit to stop.
You’re always trying to make me feel bad
And I wonder why I always cry,
Perhaps I’m always sad,
Because it doesn't matter how hard I try.
But I try my best
And I can't understand why,
That at the end of the day I've failed the test,
With nothing to say, no damn reply.

Why do I pretend that everything's okay?
When really nothings ever right.
And why is it at the end of the day,
All I want is for you to go away?
Maybe it's just all the little things that you say
That make me feel so broken,
Or maybe all the things you've spoken,
Through out every single day.

Trying to just be happy,
Why it's impossible, I'll never know,
And why I feel so crappie,
Always taking it nice and slow.
What's up with all this strife?
And why do we always fight?
It's so "F"ed up it's ruining my life,
Because two wrongs don't ever make it right.

I've got no one to blame,
Because you've brought me up right,
But it's just such a shame,
That I'm not the others and not as bright.
But just because I'm not like you doesn't mean I'm wrong,
And just because I'm different doesn't mean I can't sing the same song.
Or maybe it's just all the little things that I do
You know, those things you say I don't,
But I guess you haven't noticed and if only you knew,
Just how much shit I've done for you.

But don't worry it's okay,
I'll just put on a smile for today.
Because I've always been told that I shouldn't be sad,
Because being different isn't something bad.
And because I'm different, it might take a little while
For you to understand and for you to see,
That I’m still here every day with the same old smile,
Because I am different, ya that's me.

I wrote this poem because I'm different, and I always thought that that was something bad, but I was told that being different wasn't something bad...

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