My Ultimate Sin

Silently crying
I've had enough of life
Walking into the kitchen
And grabbing a small knife

Sitting on the ground
With tears streaming down
Saying my last prayers
While having a constant frown

Silently thinking
About what is going to happen
Praying to God to forgive me
For my ultimate sin

Sitting all alone
Feeling the cold blade
That will soon complete me
No longer I want to delay

Silently crying
Blood all over the ground
My life is near its end
And I didn't make a sound

Lying all alone
Death is now so near
Silently the last tear falls
Life, I will no longer have to fear

* I wrote this about how I use to feel. I no longer feel or think like this *