Looking at my reflection
in my bathroom mirror
at first my vision is blurred
and as it becomes clearer
puffy cheeks
huge thighs
over flowing waist
walking away i let out a sigh
over to my fat-o-meter
as i put one foot on the scale
i watch the needle move
as i close my eyes i can feel my face go pale
as i open them and look down
i clench my fist
and watch it turn
all the way to 96
that is too much
for a girl my age
and of my height
i fill with uncontrollable rage
but i keep it all in
and dispose of it in a different way
i cut down my diet
getting thinner everyday
i do no understand
if i eat lighter
how can i weigh this much
especially when i feel my skin getting tighter
feeling a little light headed
it grows more apparent
the last people i want to concern
would be my unforgiving parent
i cannot let this show
this secret i must hide
i can come up with a good excuse
and still keep it all inside
