Lost

Lost in all these tears
in all the sorrow
that has come to be
in so many fears
this is no longer me

the time to hate this land
has come and gone to far
burnt by your love
that left me at the door

all my life I've wished
for something to be true
how my life became
i wanted it for you

time to leave your heart
has gone by to fast
all the love i felt for you
has been left inside the past

so one final question
for the life inside your eyes
if i were to slit my wrists
would you love for me survive

now trapped inside my heart
looking to escape
looking for you love
knowing I'm to late

as my eyes begin to water
and i begin to cry
do you relay want to understand
why i need to die