Everythings silent.......

So silent
Everything's dead
No reason to be defiant
Not a word to be said

With myself I'm not alone
But I'm not with a friend
Sometimes I loathe me to the bone
And wish I would end

My life's not bad
But the good wont last
Like all I've had
It will fade to the past

And I'll be all alone
Stuck with just me
And then you'll be shown
What it is to break free

As I lay the knife down
And watch the blood soak the rug
By myself I'll drown
In this whole that I've dug

And when its all done
I'll pray u understand
There's no way u could have won
I wouldn't take your helping hand

This is my fault, my choice
Like all of the rest
Don't blame it on your voice
it was the one that I liked best.......