My Demon

I prey at night to God on my knees
crying in pain to release whats inside of me
I have created a demon with so much grief
the demon comes and slashes my soul
I grow cold in sweat and sink low
I prey to God every night
to release what grows inside of me
I plea for help...cry for help....and even read God a speech for help
I bleed from the demon slashes it puts upon my heart
I mark it\'s doing
I say God will spark a fire upon you!!
the demon bark its evil words at me
I struggle not to listen
I prey every night to God for help.......
the demon comes and goes
as it pleases
so.......I stop preying to God......maybe I am alone in this battle.......God has cometh and gone...maybe its time for me to fight my own battles
so I settle in wait for the demon to apear again

PLEASE COMMENT.....:) JENNIFER