Slowly Fading Away

I don't trust anyone with anything they know
every Little step they take I'm destroyed
they ruin me and its nothing new
someone say you care
wheres the ground, am i still breathing
am i alive...
why do i feel alone, what happened to my soul
i was so whole, now torn apart
How come everyone hurts me and i continue to hurt myself
So many tears, no one to turn to
I'm so lost with No where to go
I've walked so many miles
pretended to be happy with so many smiles
What am i searching for in this place
while everyone is talking about me
like i don't know
I've made mistakes but just stop talking
Please forgive me
Why don't you listen to me instead of gossip
A conversation
tears i wanna run away i need to escape
what if i can't handle it, I'm struggling to survive
nothing ever feels right
now look I'm shaking, sweating, crying
how am i surviving
escape reality
break free form bondage
nothings real, whats your deal
i can live without this dream
that every-things going to be okay
because even though I'm breathing
I'm not living
cause you killed me along time ago
when you said you cared
and today you're still not here
there's no morning, afternoon, or evening
because I'm tired of breathing