Lost and Found

I never thought that it would come to this
I never thought that it would get this bad
I don’t understand why he’s doing this to me
I don’t understand how he can make me so sad

I’ve never been scared of what could happen
I’ve never had to think about what I would do
But now he’s made me feel so lost
But now I know his feelings weren’t true

All the time I spent with him
All the time I thought about him
Why did I waste so much of my life
Why did I let him make my life dim

Everything I always wanted, lost
Everything I always needed, gone
Will I spend forever in pain
Will I spend forever alone

I made the decision for me
I made the choice to make me happy
And now I will go on
And now I will be happy