My suicide

I wont let them see these crimson tears,
i wont speak to them my silent fears,
i just want to let them know,
that for one bleak year my happiness did show.

theirs nothing here left to do,
but slice my wrists and veins in two,
stab myself inside my heart,
god knew it would be like this from the very start.

but i have had no choice,
instead of grieving please rejoice,
i know theirs something wrong with me,
but please oh please cant you see?

my death is only a silent motion,
please no fuss, please no commotion,
I'm sorry it had to come to this,
but someday you'll see that it will all be bliss.

if you ever find me lying on the floor,
just know that you could have been the cure,
for me instead of insanity,
you know that you could have been the key.

the one to take away all my tears,
the one to take away all my fears,
the one who stuck by me all these years,
but you didn't do a thing.