Once again i bleed

I've never done anything but hurt you
I’m not half of what you need
I prove this to the world and myself
As once again I bleed

Last night is when I broke
I cried and cut again
The blood flowed out so easily
I prayed it would never end

I hoped I would fall asleep
And never open my eyes
For all I ever see
Are memories and lies?

I’m sorry I can't beat it
I’m not sorry that I bled
I only wish you could hear
These voices in my head

Forcing me to relive
Every moment of my life
If you had seen what I’ve seen
You’d know why I used the knife

Please trust me when I tell you
That you can still be strong
I know that you can stop it
I’ve known it all along.

You have to see that I know nothing different
This is what I’ve done for years
To stop it now will only hurt more
Bring so many more vacant tears

I'm sorry.