This was your fault

by Paula   Dec 11, 2004

You had no right treating me the way you did,
I was a grown woman not a stupid little kid.
All that abuse i took just to please you,
It hurt me inside but you didn't have a clue.
I had to be at your beck and call everyday,
And if i wasn't you'd have something to say.
You always had a way of making me feel small and weak,
When you'd raise your fist to my cheek.
All them lies i had to tell, and all them nights you made my life hell.
Everyday you made me want to die,
So that night i had to try
Tablet after tablet i took
How many exactly i couldn't look.
All i could think about was getting rid of you
And there was nothing anyone could do.
until i woke up in a hospital bed
Thats when i realized i wasn't dead.
My mum asked me why i did it, and what had gone so wrong.
I couldn't face telling her i didn't belong.
All this pain my mum felt was all your fault.
It was then i realized, i had to stop all this and stand up to you.
It wasn't fair what my mum was going through,
So i called you up, took a deep breath and told you where to go.
And ever since that day I've been stronger.
Because i know i don't have to put up with your sh*t any longer.

Please tell me what you think. thank you.x


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  • 15 years ago

    by Silouette Dreams

    Omg, I almost died when I heard this poem. It's so alike to what my life is like right now it scares me. In a way I'm a bit realieved that I'm not the only one out there feeling this way. Continue writing poems because you have a great talent, read my poems my user is Linds76 and I hope you like it because I truly admir you.

  • 15 years ago

    by Jessica

    wow this is very good im rly sry if this is tru!!! u did the rite thing well i hope ur ok now keep up the great work <3 comewnt on my poems sumtime if u want

  • 15 years ago

    by AJ

    wow, really good. keep it up

  • 16 years ago

    by Knoxy

    hey this is great! really emotional tho.. i liked it a lot...very descriptive, i hope you are ok...and i'm alwayz here if you ever want to talk...luv alwayz knoxy, take care hun!

  • 16 years ago

    by Beautiful Disaster

    did you really do this